I came out of an abusive relationship but am unable to cope. He was controlling, possessive and manipulative, always wanted things his way.
We were together for 6 months but it feels longer than that as he would constantly "check" on me, he asked me to say it loud that he is first and my family is second, he would get very upset if I forgot to hold his hand, he asked me same question over and over..if I want to be with other guys, if I feel like kissing strangers, etc. I know the relationship was not good but in some way I miss him very much. Please help me cope. I think about bad but can't forget the beautiful memories we had, the pictures, the laughter, the jokes and plans to get married this year. I am heartbroken.