cheeks, I have a question for you. I read your previous questions. You said your girlfriend cuts and you knew it was bad. Are you doing what you know is bad to yourself because you are insecure about your relationship and are copying her? You both then, should seek medical help, counselors or family doctor to help you address the dangerous habit you are into. Next. You must step back and ask yourself why you are feeling depressed and is it worth the life God gave you to hurt yourself? With proper help, you will realize you have a lot to be thankful for, friends, food, a roof under your head.etc etc.. There are so many souls who have nothing but a smile on their face. Please stop cutting and get help. Don't stay with people who cut or hurt. Try to get involved with an animal shelter, a food shelter and see what real problems look like. God bless and guide you.
Well first stop the cutting. After that go talk to someone who you feel comfortable with(parent, school counselor, friend, priest even if you aren't religious they will listen and want to help). Try to find something you will enjoy like a club or video games. Start reading books, any kind just something that will occupy your time and get you thinking. They also have self help books but I never read any of those.
speak to a school counselor first. tell them about how you feel, and that you cut. they will get you more professional help so youll feel happier and be healthy soon:) good luck. i know its hard, im battling the same things except my friends are very enjoyable either anymore:( i stilll need to seek help so im trying to get the courage but.... its tough especially when youve been hiding for so long.. but in the long run its for the best