Pray and no that things happen for a reason. Someone always has it worse than you. I know it hurts but you have a loving family and friends i am sure who can help u vent and keep u busy, trying nt to think of it. Have fun, if you did not do nething to him remember its his lost.
I think you should get busy with new things, and try spending time with family. You should stay positive as you do away with items, which reminds you of him. Crying would also help to deal with the feeling.