I don't know how to tell this girl i still love her..
I cant tell her in person because she doesnt want to talk to me, I'd text her but im sure she wouldnt answer me because she is mad, I cant send her a note because i know she wouldnt read it, and her friends all like me and i rather not talk to them... It feels like she doesnt want anything to do with me, but yesterday after my baseball game, she sat in the bleachers and cried. I walked up to her to talk, but she ran off and i didnt have it in me to run after her. Then my other friend txt me and told me she was crying because she misses me and doesnt want to loose me completely, but she thinks i dont like her anymore.. Truth is, i stay up late to pray for her and wish her to have sweet dreams. Theres no possible way for me to get ahold of her Because 1) she doesnt want to confront me 2) My mom doesnt like her 3) I dont ever see her, and when i do she leaves me hanging. I really want to tell her that shes the best thing in my world. :( But IDK how. It feels like this world's just not worth living ;(