Can Someone please help?
I'm a guy. I'm 18 and a senior in high school and I graduate nxt month. when I was 5, I met these two girls and we eventually became best friends and when I was 15, they were both killed in a car crash. A few months later, another good friend died of a brain tumor. More recently, I have lost nearly all my other friends, I am not close with my family at all, there is nothing to do, no one to talk to, no where to go, everyone jus ignores me and no one really cares. All I do now is sit at home and play guitar. I feel like a lonely waste and question why I'm even here. I want so bad to happy like I was with my best friends, but I can't and so I don't know what to do anymore. I am jus wondering if maybe someone can help me. Thanks.