Everyone has seasons when we feel closer to Jesus and some where we're farther away. Since God is constant we have to actively seek Him. We have to open our bibles daily, just open and ask Him to show you something for the day. I have notecards with my favorite verses around the house. I pray for people I walk past in the store you never know, they might have never had someone pray for them. And your actions speak volumes. People watch and know that we are " set apart ". " Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! " Philippians 4:5-6 Let others know of the joy we have just knowing Jesus. It's hard at first but we are commanded to go and make disciples of all nations.
Make jesus your number one focus every day and pray to him every day. Remember hes more really and alive then us so dont talk to him when you pray like hes barely there, he sees everything and knows your heart. Talk to him all the time and think of him before you go and sin. God bless
Talk to Him, appologize, ask for forgiveness, speak to Him often asking for guidance, do your human best to live life pleasing to Him, read His word and think about it and talk about it with Him, find a good church (ask Him to guide you to tge right one) so you cant visit with other believers, talk with Him often and LISTEN! And when you screw up again remember He loves you and understands you and has infinite patience as long as youre really trying.
1John states that " if we confess our sins (to him) He is FAITHFUL to forgive us and cleanse us from ALL unrighteousness."That means a brand new start no matter what you have done. It also means that you must make a clear decision to repent and to do your best to follow Him. He does the rest.
Spend time with Him. He loves you, and once you get closer, you'll never want to get farther away from Him. Pray with your whole heart, and let Him know how you feel. Ask Him to strengthen you to have a stronger relationship with Him. He'll be happy to help you, God bless you! ;)