not everyone is an athlete. unfortunately, this world does not seem to appreciate that fact. instead of help and encouragement, immature people ridicule to elevate their own egos. It's hard...hang in there.
It's because people don't like to lose..and immaturity causes poor sportsmanship !! it's not you...it's them!! trust me I was one of "them" in some sports...I was also in your position in other sports !!