Does depression have something to do with staying awake all night?
Hey (: Lately I guess I've been dealing with a lot of depression it started about 2 years ago but its growing a lot more as my living situation is becoming worse & worse ...I don't have a therapist because if I tell my dad how I feel he'll just say 'Oh wow' or 'You need to stop' he seems more focused on making his gf & her family happy then he does with his own kids-_- there's a lot more but I've been thinking about ending my life and I can't sleep at all at night I always have nightmares there's no one to talk to & I've tried calling helplines but I end up getting to shy and worrying about what that person will think of me lol :p ..anyway i feel that not sleeping at night is really messing with my brain and I can't focus on a simple task! I have random rages and a few seconds after Im like...Wtf did I just do that for o.o! I don't like having long conversations anymore & I seem to be really rude without meaning it :/ (please no negative comments, I really need help!!! ) thanksss(: