Find something that your truely interested in an do it like a hobbie anything also as we know love is real if it was truely meant he'll come back appoligize do what ever to make it up to you an just have so much sarrow in his heart for you also welcome to reality things happen you'll be ok just dont think on it to much you'll hurt yourself yes its going to hurt but as time progress you would be fine just stay strong an find something you like love doing an put your attention in that !! If you know you half to move on do so not saying you neccsarily half to get in a new relationship because it takes time but do what vest fits you sweetheart the best thing is to follow your heart keep yourself happy always you half to bring joy out of youself!! Good luck!
try feeling friendship towards this person no reason for any more hatred in this world, you may always have feelings for this person even though they are different, put a smile on your face and move on so your true love can find you