Is there a meaning why my life went like this? read below.
i was a loser in school. never had much friends. people never bothered me that much but never hanged with me. i always wanted to but they never liked me. idk why but they didn't. around grade 6 and 7. there was a girl she was in grade 5 when i was in 6. in 6 and 7 as well. but she was older. and i think she used to like me. she used to stare at me but not in a weird way but she couldn't stop. she left in 7 idk where she is now. but now i still feel like a loser sometimes. but the cool kids are smoking weed and having unprotected $ex. me? I'm following my dream. even tho i never went to school this year. I'm smarter than them. i have 39 subscribers on YouTube. was it meant to be? I'm almost living my dream!