I think the best thing for you to try to figure out is what God wants you to do with your life. Religious institutions should try to follow the precepts and laws laid out in the Scriptures, not what man lays out in rules and guidelines. If the latter do not follow the former, you should do some deep thinking and studying about who you would believe: the infallible word of God, or man's interpretations of it. I suggest getting a good translation of the Bible (I use the King James Version) and using a concordance to research the applications of faith. Good luck!