Accept Jesus in your heart and give him all your pain and troubles.
you mean your life??? please get help now!!!!!!!!!
Not that I do not want to help you, but I have reported this so that one of the lovely MODS can provide you with information about a suicide help line.
@Tori - it is the nature of women to be indecisive, so just go with the flow, take your good ole sweet time and decide if your bf is right for you and worth the effort of a relationship. If not, cut him loose and move on.
well, if you dont mean dying, then what you mean that you "just want to end this pain". To me that means dying. In order to answer this question I think you need to clarify how you would end the pain.
IMAGINE. The people in Iraq, Iran and those other war-ridden places.
IMAGINE. The beggars on the streets and how much they struggle just to get something to eat in a DAY.
IMAGINE. The young men, woman and children in Africa being ensl@ved for blood diamonds.
IMAGINE. Growing up in North Korea where people are FORCED to worship their dear leader. Not getting any health of food to take care of themselves.
THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE EXAMPLES of the troubles of the world. NOW tell me why you're having it worse?
I love my friends.
What pain? HOW?
How you feel about something has more to do with your perspective than the reality of the situation. There is obviously something affecting you in a very detrimental fashion. And you unfortunately seem to not have the resources at your disposal to properly cope with what it going on, hence your desire to end it. But know this Tori, the reality of it all is much different than what you are seeing. It's much better and believe it or not, so are most people.
That being said, you need to talk to someone as soon as possible. Whether a parent, an uncle, a teacher, but someone. You should also see a psychologist so you can better understand yourself and why these feelings exist within you. A psychologist is someone who has no vested interest in your life and can therefore be nearly 100% subjective, meaning he or she will be there to help you understand your thoughts and feelings, not judge them.
Now you do not know me at all, but I took the time to write this for you. Do you know why? Because a lot of people care about you, even if they never met you. I’m one of them. And I'm not talking about god or religion but just humanity itself. We tend to concentrate on the bad parts of our world because that's what gets the ratings. But there is a lot more beauty than ugliness; it's just a little hard for you to see that right now.
Let me know if you want to discuss this further, I check into this thread from time to time. And lastly, if ever this gets too serious, do yourself a favor and call 911. They will provide access to someone who can help you and you can at the least better understand your own feelings. You deserve to give yourself that time. Your parents deserve it and everyone that loves you deserves it. And hey, after writing all this, I think I may deserve it too!
:) Good luck sweetie!
OK as far as your bf, if he hurts you, dump him. Simple. People that love you may make mistake, but if they keep repeating them knowing how much it hurts you, they may love themseves a little bit more. Just my 2 cents.
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tell him how u feel... i am currently going through this same thing.. u just need to talk to him about it... tell him what makes u sad or mad or hurt.. and then u can have him tell u things about you that he dosent like... so you can both be even more perfect for eachother :)
Just take a deep breath and think zen. You said "dude not dying" to me sounds like family or boy friend problems..those are easily solved by talking your problems out with who ever it is...if it's your own issues & no one else do something you like for fun. I love music & when I put on my favorite music I'm happy & dancing around like crazy & singing & God knows I only sound good to myself..
Just remember yolo & yodo life
Is great. Now get out there & you go
Girl.....
Find a new boyfriend that will change your feelings and make you happy, end the pain just do it, be smart it's your life live it how you want to. :) good luck
You mean your life!!!!!! God get help now!!!!!!
