My ex boyfriend broke up with me today and i don't really feel that hurt about it.
i mean i loved him and i always have but we've gone out and then he dumped me a few times before this.why don't i feel anything this time? i was a mess last time he did that to me. and i kinda saw it coming i guess because i was afraid of him hurting me that bad again but i can't even tell if i'm depressed or sad. i don't know how i feel about it this time. i know its kinda stupid to ask someone else to explain why.. but i don't know and i'm kinda worried that it might hit me later or something.