Will i be able to live my dream? read more below.
ok. i want to become like an actor, writer and singer. i have a YouTube and its going nowhere. i made a thing on Facebook an event. its called: Will i stay or quit? i made that for my friends on Facebook to try and get my channel out there. but nothing has happened yet. i want to get like 1 thousand subscribers by march 15 2013. because i made my account this year on that date. if that happens and if i leave YouTube. how will i be discovered? anyway i lose hope every new day. getting older. losing time on living the dream i want. but I'm native. it makes it harder when theirs resist people. most of my haters are white and their channels are a big fail. are they jealous of a native becoming better than them? if so why? will i be able to live my dream or become a typical cree native having the same job as everyone else in my reserve? i want to defy the odds. but idk.