What do you do when you feel love deprived?
i don't have anyone to talk to. my moms too stressed about finding us a new home that she doesn't pay any attention to us. my sister and i are alienated from each other. my stepdad is bipolar, and is so hard to talk to without stepping on eggshells. I can only talk to my friends on facebook when theyre on, and im getting ready to lose all contact with them cause im going to a different highschool this year, and its a ghetto school. I cant find any happiness in my art because i have no privacy at all and my family is so judgemental. i sit all day, and never get any exercise cuz i gotta stay in the house. my ass is sore. i eat one meal a day at most, and im awake for 8 hrs at most. this has been going on all summer since june 10th. im sick, and no one will take me to the doctor. im not allowed to go anywhere. where can i find some joy instead of feeling depressed and numb?