am i anorexic? how do i tell my mom
Im scared. I dont eat enough and I know itbut I just cant help it. I constantly look in the mirror and weigh myself. after i eat i feel guilty and fat. I always count my calories and I havent gone over 1000 cals in a day for like 2 months.usually i have like 500 to 700. Food has been taking over my life and im scared. I have always been unusual about food but now its too much. I dont want health problems but I also dont want to worry my mom. I dont want her to know because she has so much to deal with. and my dad doesnt care. im 14 and 5'4 and weigh 95 as of right now :/ I have done some research and took some tests online and all say im anorexic. I dont know what to do. Should I tell my mom? and how? How would I snap out of it without telling her? why is this so hard? I told one friend but no one else. I have also struggled with cutting and still have urges but I havent in about two months. I think i have overcome that but idk how to overcome this. I usually have good will power. how can I stop without her knowing. She has noticed i count calories and havent been eatimg much. every day she says your getting too skinny and once i told her i use to be anorexic but then told her i was kidding. what should i do? im desperate. recently started to excersize but im not too crazy about that because i get dizzy and lightheaded. maybe have my friend tell her?