What should I do..
okay so when I was born, my mom was a drug addict so my grandma took custody of me. later on in my life, when I was about ten years old, my mom got clean and I wanted to go back with her so I did. I had no idea how hard my life was gunna be. how much she would be gone and how I would have to always have the house clean for her and cook for my brother and I would never get to go anywhere with my friends because I would have to be a mom to my younger sibling. she's also really mean and short tempered with me. very strict. I want to live somewhere else. I met my dad for the first time about a month ago, but he's a heavy alcoholic. I could never go with him. what do I do? I don't want to live with my mom anymore. I want to go back with my grandma or even my aunt. I'm so desperate to leave i don't even care who it is. but I can't because I'm not an adult. I need to get out of here soon before I get to depressed.