This is a serious question so PLEASE don't take it lightly or flag it !
Sadly I'm bulimic. I feel like this is taking over my whole life. I fat all the time and I binge and purge everyday. This is all I know and this is what I'm used to. People call me thin but I know they're just lying ! I never worried seriously about it before but now I do everyday. I don't want this to kill me but I think it will. I don't want to have a heart attack or for my teeth to decay. I exercise a lot but I feel that's not enough. I want to look good but I know I can't do that without my eating disorder. My best friend doesn't understand and I have my counselor but I don't think I'm ready to stop even though I really want this to end and go back to eating happily. Any advice please will help.