I know this may sound weird Obvious, but I wouldn't pay to liberate MYSELF from suffering, but I would give every dime to liberate any child from suffering. Or actually anyone from suffering. I've had my fun and had a good time! Give someone else a chance. It's not about being noble, because I'm not at all. It has nothing to do with "right or wrong", it's just a matter of giving others in worse shape than me a second chance. But I'm older and have lived a good life, though others have said to me I have lived a life of suffering, I don't see it. I just see it as life.