Why must they re play 911 over and over
I have issue's. I can not explain how ashamed I am for seeing what I saw that day and I have tried to distance myself from these feelings. You have No idea what and how I saw the destruction, the people that died that day and when it pops up on TV I change the Channel. But tonight I got locked in on a show and it all came rushing back. I feel that I should have died that day. searching through the rubble afterwards. The sight's and smells. I am sorry for postings but I am by my self and very depressed and reaching out for the first time. I have never spoke of this before. But the feelings are very sad. I know it was a bad thing but as with me and many others that wish to put the past behind us and wish not to see this. How do I put this behind me for once and all. And no I do not want to see a Sike.