How to become less anti-social, socially awkward, shy, and introverted?
I some major problems that I am always trying to fix. I am anti-social, socially awkward, shy, and introverted (I keep to myself).
Sometimes I'm not anti-social, shy, and introverted. Sometimes I am.
Some of my problems are these:
-I cannot keep a conversation going with anyone. I cannot start any conversation really. I have trouble coming up with what to say.
-I do not hang out with my friends, because I don't want them to see that I'm no fun to hang out with, when I really am fun and crazy. I won't be able to talk to them, because of who I am as a person.
-I always blush whenever I talk to people for some reason, and it's so annoying and embarrassing. I can't even to talk to boys because of it.
-Whenever I do try to talk to someone, I end up feeling awkward. Like.. this is awkward or something.
-I can never be who I really am. I'm really, funny, out-going, talkative and more, but when it comes to being social, I keep to myself.
I've started having this problem when I was 10, and I've been trying to come out of it.
Another thing, I'm scared of what people will think when I start being myself. I really don't care what people think, sometimes.