Why is it so hard sometimes to read my Bible?
I really want to get closer to God but my flesh really has been fighting it. I was going to read my Bible, but I didn't want to, and I went outside and played my piano. I've been online working on music and I feel like I'm putting other things before God. I really feel bad about. It's been happening for a few weeks. I know I need to come up with a schedule, but how do I spend more time with God even when I don't want to? Should I just fight the flesh w/ everything I've got?