What the hell is wrong with me?
im 17 full italian and i have icy blue eyes, my past 6 girlfriends have cheated on me got pregnant and lied about it to me, whenever i asked them to come over they would make up an excuse to not see me and it has happened all my life, and the day we plan something they ignore me the whole day then say they forgot. my parents left 6-7 months ago and i have to work 3 jobs to take care of my brother and sister who are 3&5 the sad part is they call me daddy, ive never had my first kiss and ive been picked on for 12 years. i have no friends and my family hates me. i have 2 kidney infections and have had 2 transplants in the past 2 years, ive had kidney stones for 8-9 years and everyone thinks of me differently, can someone please help me? can someone tell me what is wrong with me? i feel like a worthless piece of shit!!