Define doing wrong? Only bad people purposely hurt people. Other people make mistakes and learn from them. Dying has nothing to do with it. Not unless you are very religious and you think you will be judged for every little thing that you have done on this Earth. If that's the case then I encourage you to actually live your life before you die and stop worrying so much. What if you are wrong about there being a God and you were so worried about never doing anything wrong that you wasted your entire life not living it?
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