Well, start to pray. Ask God to show himself to you, to help you and uplift you. Make praying a regular thing. Pray about everything. Pray at the end of the day thanking God for giving you another day to live. Pray before and after you eat. Pretty soon it will become comfortable and natural, you'll look forward to praying and talking with God. Another option is to go to church. At good Christian churches there are some really powerful services that just touch your heart. You can listen to people like Chuck Swindoll on Christian radio systems. Listen to Christian music, hymns and modern, and read your Bible and other Christian books. Hope this helped!
Komoni, I found the following article helpful to me when I pondered this same question:
WHY is love so important for Christians? Because of the kind of God they worship. The apostle John described him in these words: “God is love.” (1 John 4:8) Just as many parents hope that their children will follow in their footsteps, so God wants Christians to try to be like him. Thus, the apostle Paul urged: “Become imitators of God, as beloved children, and go on walking in love.—Ephesians 5:1, 2
Love also balances the other Christian qualities. In the days of Jesus, the Jews—particularly their leaders—were diligent students of the Bible. But consider what Jesus said to them: “You are searching the Scriptures, because you think that by means of them you will have everlasting life; . . . but I well know that you do not have the love of God in you.” (John 5:39, 42; Luke 11:42) If they had had love as well as knowledge, they would have recognized Jesus as the Messiah. As it was, most of them lost out on the opportunity to be among the first members of the Christian congregation.