How do I get over my ex
We dated for 3 years.We were so close we considered tieing the knot. after three years he vanished. blocked me from everything. well 6 months later he came back and we were friends until he wanted me to be his first. then we got back together and sure enough he disappeared again. but now i have a feeling he isnt coming back. a year later i can't stop thinking about him. it hurts so bad at times. Any good ideas on how i can let go I cant handle this pain anymore.