should I chose adoption for my baby..? Is it the right choice?
Okay, I'm pregnant, but by the title of my question I'm sure you could tell that much. alright, so the thing is, I'm only 15. I'm actually unsure I can handle a child at the time being. I've always been a good person. Good at school. Never did a single bad thing. I'd say this is the single most stupidest thing I've ever done. I never thought I'd do what I did. I never thought this would happen to me. i wish it hadn't but it has. I've considered everything. I just could not choose abortion. As much as I know I definitely don't want to be pregnant. and I don't want to have a baby. I couldn't bring myself to do it. Nothing against my religion seeing as I don't follow any specific religion, but it just doesn't seem right to me. I've considered keeping the baby but it seems near impossible for me. I don't want this yet. I know I'm not ready for a baby. Not physically, not emotionally. Not mentally. I've been depressive since I was young. This is not going to help my case. I think keeping the baby would take too much more of a toll on me than I can handle. Sure I got a bit better with my depression. But I still get like that for a few days every week or so. I'm thinking adoption? I want to be able to be here for my little baby. I want to make sure they don't grow up to be like me. But I don't know if I can do it? Should I put my baby up for adoption after I have it? I haven't told my parents yet but I presume I won't be able to stay. I have a big family and there won't be room for me and a baby. I have no idea what to do. I kinda feel pretty alone on this whole thing. any advice? Should I get counciling? should I go for adoption? I don't know what to do anymore. please help. ._.'