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Dreams of suicide?

I've been diagnosed with depression and I am 14 years old. I've recently considered committing suicide and I have tried before. My friend has stopped me multiple times and I have developed feelings for him which just makes everything worse for me and is just another reason to do it. After heavily considering it I've been having dreams of committing suicide. In the most recent dream someone stopped me. I remember this person having similar qualities to my friend such as black hair, tanned skin, but I distinctly remember knowing this wasn't my friend. When I was jumping off of a roof this person grabbed me and pulled me back up against my will and that's all I remember. Would anyone know what this means?

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Having depression can make your dreams very distinct on how you are feeling. Wanting to commit sucicide is constantly on your mind, which means it is presenting itself in your dreams. Having your friend stop you before means you most likely aren't going to forget without trying, so it is explaining itself in your dream. If you do have feelings for your friend either tell him or ignore the feelings. Having it on your mind is making your depression worse. I suggest getting help from a psychiatrist to get deeper thoughts on your depression and need to die. Although the person in your dream was not recognizable, he deffinatly has something to do with your friend. Your dream also may be telling your future and about someone who is later going to come into your life. My aunt is a psychiatrist and has studied many emotion and depression problems, so I know a lot about it. If you need any help please comment on my post or Tweet/DM @Hutcherjay Hope this helps:)

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boondox4l

You got issues or stress that you have to come to admit and accept and that you know killing your self isn't the way
and when u say feelings for him do u mean you wanna ask him out

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i mean i just like him a lot and it's bad because he's straight which clearly isnt going to work for me. Well I sort of assume he's straight because he's never said anything and he's my best friend and he knows I am. but sometimes i question it which keeps me on edge a lot. i have reasons that i want to commit suicide but i dont think anyone should worry. it's my own decision and if i truly wanted to do it it would be done, there are so many ways currently available to me that it would take seconds and i think that the fact that i havent already done it is a pretty good sign.
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boondox4l
I've been suicidle since i was in 5th grade I'm now in 10th i got only 2 reasons to still be here
friends and family
whats ur reasons for wanting to die so bad
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boondox4l
ok i gtg in like five minuets if u need or want to talk text me
im 16 and in 10th grade and will always tell you straight up what I'm thinking
my number is 314-216-1315
ill be back on latter
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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't go suicide wait u said u had feeling for ur friend??? That's totally fine and don't listen to what other ppl say please please please please please don't go suicide!!!!! If someone keeps saving u in my opinion I would just stop trying to go through all of that dark evil stuff just think about ur family sibling etc. if u went suicide and died my friend had the same problem she got help and did my best to help her and now she has a boyfriend and there going to get married later on in life just please don't go suicide

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That's a very beautiful story and I'm glad for her but mine might not turn out the same. I'm really not sure where I stand right now but I have tried getting help from a psychiatrist and it doesnt seem to be working. Not much makes me happy anymore and I don't really care for my family and I dont have many friends. I honestly dont have a reason to be here anymore other than waiting to see if it does get better, hopefully the outcome will be good but that's just wishful thinking.
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can u talk to anyone like do u have a friend or some1 parent if not u can talk to me i know im a total stanger but i dont mind helping heres my email if u want rachelcarlton@yahoo.com
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