How to deal with this person?
I sent her anonymous questions about me to a past friend and I was shocked at how much she hated me. I always sensed she didn't like me but she said awful things about me being oversensitive, a bully, socially awkward, and that I spread rumors/tall tales. The thing is if she thought these things about me, why didn't she just say so? Why did she continue being my friend? That's even more cruel, the fact that I trusted and liked her and she thought these things about me. While I was a jerk in middle school, I was raised by abusive parents, suicidal/depressed, and was around 12-14 years old. I always got blamed for the things I did but a mutual friend of ours who always hit me for no reason is considered gentle/kind. I didn't like how she would always invalidate my feelings and experiences. "You're probably overreacting" "Are you sure?" I never spread rumors about anyone. I was just saying what I thought about situations and people. She also said I was a cyber bully and I think I know why. I had this online journal where I could be mean but I never used anyone's real name. I just used it to vent about my feelings. I'm not like that anymore. I think she's holding on to the past.