HELP! Will he ever talk to me again?
Okay so yesterday i was at a party, and the boy i like was there as well. There was drinking, and we were both under the influence. This boy and I have history, and we recently just broke up. But when we were together we would hang out every weekend, and hook up. Every time we were together he would tell me how much he thinks about me, why he likes me, and how beautiful and nice i am. Then out of the blue he ended it with me. We were together for about a month, and the reasons that he gave me of our break up were because i was a freshman (he's a sophomore) and that all the older guys want me and he didn't know if he could trust me. Also, that when I would get drunk i would do stupid shit, and he just got annoyed. So anyways, at the party yesterday we got into a fight and everyone was holding me back and we were just saying mean stuff to each other and i spit in his face. I regret it so much, and he says its fine. Last night his friend flipped out on me so I call him and apologized and he lectured me and said he doesn't know what is going to happen with us. Im so depressed and i just need a guys point of view on this, and some girls advice. Please help