Why do I feel this way? Is it something wrong with me? Or them?
why do I feel like all my friends are suddenly against me ? I've been so nice to all of them I've bought them food and I'm actually very poor but my family manages to still give me money for school and days when I'm not hungry I pay for them but since I saw how they didn't care I stopped and now suddenly I'm a bad guy for stopping and I had a boy problem and they didn't even want to hear it but I have to hear theirs or else I'm mean ? I only have 2 friends that stuck with me and were loyal and thankful but the other 2 are slowly slipping away and the more I try to fix it the more it crumbles to the ground I'm so sad they were the two people I least expected to ever lose and now I'm losing them......is it me?