Is it okay to feel like killing yourself?
my friends and I had an argument. on Friday was transition day and my friends Sabrina, jade and Nicole were talking about my other close friend Moninna. I joined in because Moninna was pissed at me at that time. me and her because friends and it was my birthday on Monday she slept over on Sunday to celebrate me birthday at 12am. I told her about them talking about her. and she got really mad at them on Wednesday my other friend Sabrina's asked if I told Moninna and I told her, and I had an argument with her. the next day Moninna was ignoring her but then I came to school late and we all had to sit in a circle to solve it. before that I was going to write a letter to the student counsiller but then my friend Noor saw but I didn't send it yet. Noor told Sabrina and she called me to say " I don't think this is any of your business, if I want to solve it I can, but you don't have the right to do that." I thought she said she didn't want to solve it with Moninna so I told Moninna and accidentally over exaggerated and now we all had to sit together to solve the problem. Moninna found out that I exaggerated and she got angry at me for making such a big mess and the whole group is angry at me. I feel like killing myself. I feel like they don't even give a shit about me. I regret everything I've done and wish I could go back. I feel like grabbing a knife to and stab myself and see if they would care. I feel like I've got chucked in the trash Tin and I feel lonely. not just in this situation but others to. I feel like noone cares about me and I feel like running to the kitchen and killing myself to get rid of the pain. I need help I really do.