please help I need help?
so I'm adopted and my foster fam and friends say my biological mom is bad news but I want to give her a chance they say she's trash and she'll only hurt me and she wants to see me my foster fam is ok with that and she's coming soon in my Christmas break I'm scared that ill get hurt and they say she does drugs and she is a hoe and I don't know what to believe and should I give her a chance?! I'm scared shell hurt me and she has never came and visit me since God knows when I saw her 2 years ago and that's the last time I did what should I do!? see if she can finally try to be my mom or just be nice and don't get contact with her does she deserve me or not? she had so many chances to come and find me but never have done it should I just keep on being same ole me with out her or get to know her and learn from my mistakes?