I think you should take a few days off I mean I'm not sure how long it's been but you are not a robot you need time to adjust! After a few days get back into the swing of things slowly! Take it easy! I am sorry for your loss.
Take a few days off from work, this will give you a chance to get yourself together and then set up a memorial of some kind that you will always remember and love her! Remember she will always be with you, you just can't see her. Death does not mean love stops it just changes!
think about the good times you and your grandmother had...then you go to the bad things you have done to her!!!then you have to ask the lord to forgive you...then you say"grandma im sorry for the wrong i've done can you please for give me"..??I dont no how many day you can take off...I say two though..
I'm very sorry your grandma has died. It can be very difficult to lose those we love. Cut your self a break today and take some time to grieve your loss. This might be a good time to help your family grieve as well. Share memories as you help with funeral preparations. You don't need the pressure of trying to act fine when you aren't. Be with your family now.
find the strength inside she is going to a better place, and you dont need her hand carry you to school, or if you dont beleave in god she is now feeding the maggots 6 feet under. everyone has there time it was hers you will see her again hopefully.
My grandma just died too, I feel your pain. I just can't accept that she is gone and we done get any more of her special chocolate cake. We don't get to see her on christmas or thanksgiving and I never will see her again. My mom and sister went up to see her this weekend, but I had a soccer camp that I was at for a week and just got back from today. It totally sucks if I wouldnt of gone to that stupid camp I would of seen her one more time... :( and ever since I got the news I have been sitting in my room vying non stop. She was very sick with cancer and I know she is in a better place and is not hurting anymore, But i just wish I would of gotten to see her one last time.... So I could say GoodBye I LOVE YOU NANNY!!!! ALWAYS HAVE ALWAYS WILL!!!! <3