What should I do?
so I made a really big mistake, I cheated on my boyfriend with two other guys (not in person) and I never really had a chance to tell him so after a while I figured it might just be bettor by now if I didn't tell him, well then we had intercourse for the first time and I realized that I couldn't lie to him any more so I told him, and I knew deep down that he wouldn't want to work it out and that he would break up with me (because frankly, he should have) so I told him that after I tell him what I did I would have to break up with him, well in the end he technically broke up with me and it hurt so bad!!! I've been in love with this guy for 3 years and I've been in other relationships but I've never really cried after they dumped me, well I haven't stopped crying sense we broke up (last evening) and he says that there is little to no chance that we will ever get back together in the future, so my Q is: what should I do? please please help me!!! p.s: I told him that to show him that I have changed, even if there is no chance of us getting back together, I won't do anything with any guys for at least a year and a half and then if he still says no then I'll try and move on!