when will you be completely over a death?
My baby brother dead in a house fire back in 1995. since his death I blame myself for not being there for him. Instead I was locked up in a boys home. I feel like he is right behind me and when I feel like giving up on life, thats when he comes to me in my dreams. Yeah I even tried to end my life a few times. Christmas is the hardest time for me. I don't feel like getting out of bed that day, but I got to cause I have my daughter and she needs her daddy in her life.