Is it bad that I crush over guys way older then me? like I am 14 and I was really crushing for a guy 32 years old
Crushing on him is no big deal. Just don't go past a tiny crush. I'm 14 and I think some of my teachers are attractive but I'd never do anything, EVER.
It's not bad if you do nothing about it and realize there is no way you could.
It's pretty normal from what I've seen
It's just a phase. Just don't do anything about it. Question: are you disappointed in your relationship with your father?
You can like him just don't do anything about it....he's almost twice your age!!!!!