Can you please help me? *Read details please*
I have been friends with this guy (J) since 6th grade.
I started to like J when we were in 7th grade
Today we went to the mall because there was a power outage at our school, and he kept bugging me telling me that I need to have my first kiss before 12-21-12 (I dont believe in the world ending).
Question #1: Should I have to have my first kiss now while I am 13??
While walking to the library today, J said that he was going to get a guy to kiss me, either him or another guy at our school. Then J stopped, turned around, and was 3 inches away from kissing me when I screamed started shaking and dropped to the ground covering my mouth.
Question #2: How do I overcome a fear of kissing?