I am extremely sad? Can anyone help me?
I feel so so lonely. I feel as though I have nobody to turn to. I need someone to look up to and someone who will understand the pain and sadness that I encounter. My friends are all so mean , judgmental and hypocritical and i am nothing but nice to to them.Whenever I tell my parents something they always turn it against me and put word in my mouth. I have tried talking to my grandma but she always takes my moms side. My siblings tell on me to get in trouble. I also have never gone a day in my life without one of my parents screaming at me. it seems as though my best is never enough. it is not like I am a bad kid because I am a soft spoken, shy and respectful. I also get really good grades. I cannot talk to my councilor either, because he is a grown man who reports everything you say to your parents. (note: I don't hurt myself, use drugs or do anything of that nature. I just really badly need someone to talk to.) thank you