Seeing your dad for the first time in forever and the first thing he does is punches you, and holding back the whole time knowing you could totaly waste him with one hit. See you in court again, a$$hole
When you're at a funeral, and it is an open casket. Once you see them you just fall apart. Or when your stomach gets all tight when you know your guilty for something, and you know you did it wrong. Or when you feel lonely, ugly, and just not important. You don't get enough attention and don't have much friends. WRONG. You do have friends, your never alone, and no one is ugly.
heart break, with out a doubt. there are certain chemicals natural to the human body which produce a type of "bonding effect". i believe the main one is oxytossin, which is activated thru touch. think back to your first real bf/gf no matter how short it was or how bad it ended, you craved that person when they left you. Even if you left them.
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Guilt, confusion, having no one to turn to, having a father who is an absolute stranger to you, and who also doesn't care anything about you, and who you seen only 3 times when you were a little kid, and being sick.