Give your opinion about my decision?read below.
i have a depression. i take a treatment for that. i took an anti depression tablet and sleeping pills. i took that for 1 month.but still its not working.last week i said to my psychiatrist, its not working. he said you took that for one month its not working its amazing.so he suggested another doctor for counselling, then they decide which treatment is suitable for me.but my mom not like to go to psychiatrist.because i'm 20 year old,girl.because she afraid about society.so i decided to stop the treatment. yesterday i went to the doctor and said now i'm all right.so stop these tablets.but he said take these tablet for 20 days, then i stop that.now mom is happy.
but still i can't sleep, i always feel a heavy feeling between chest and stomach,i can't eat. i don't like to live. but i should live for others. i hate fake smile, fake sleep(acting).i can sleep 2 to 3 hours per day. i can't concentrate on anything. i stop this treatment for mom.