Is this normal?
So i have been dealing with depression my whole life and stuff (not only myself but a lot of people around me i know have had or have depression and i helped countless through it or have failed and that is primarily why i am depressed i assume) and so when i meet someone who is i guess emotionally stable or doesnt have any real problems i dont i guess feel comfortable with that person as a friend or more. like i feel they are not as experienced in life and cannot relate and i end up pushing them away which i know is stupid but idk i guess im so used to the negativity its kinda hard to stray away from that ._. any suggestions? (sorry if the category is wrong)