whats wrong with me?!?!
my brain is different from most others. i can tell because my thinking patterns are much different, causing me to interact socially "different". i love to help people, including random strangers. i always have my friend's backs, i love making people laugh, i love standing by anyone's decision, nomatter the outcome. i love every culture, sex, creature, etc. because these things fascinate me. i love feeling texture, tasting, hearing, seeing... learning... yet, I'm screwed up.. i have a dark side to my mind. when I'm under stress, I'll start hillucinating... the things i see... the things i draw... people's reactions to my art surprises me... i thought they were normal.. but i end up scaring people... I've reached for help from family, my gf, and my psychiatrist... but they just get quiet when i tell them the things i see... whats wrong with me?