The picture of you looks great. Maybe you are programmed by the mass media to want to be thin. It could all be in your mind. People who get anorexia start by looking in the mirror and seeing themselves fat, no matter how thin they are. Its a bad disease that can kill you, so change your mental programming and quite thinking that say. It always helps me to look at the wounded warriors, people without legs....arms....even people who HAVE NO FACE, and then see how vein you are in criticising your face!