Why do I get so jealous over other pretty girls?
I'm 20 and I failed first year dentistry so I didn't do much this year & stayed at home most of the time. I have very few friends that are fun to hang out with but we're not very close & a lot of them are my brothers' friends because he is very popular. I get upset very easily when I see girls that are more popular, prettier or smarter than me. It just triggers me I start feeling bad about myself to the point where I start cry myself into sleep at night. I have a boyfriend but I don't get to see him often, like once a month. I get criticized very easily when my family points something out about me. I consitantly feel unappreciated and unloved. I'm really lonely. What shall I do?