I need advice on love (read description)
so my ex and i became really good friends resently he told me that he still loves me and joked about putting moves on me i knew he was accualy gona try after we got back fom xmas hoillidays but i didnt care because i still cared for him. one day while talking he randomly freaked out. he started getting mad for no reason. when i asked him about it the day after he said he was in a bad mood and didnt want to talk to me anymore to he freaked out. i asked him what he was thinking and he said it was all planed then i asked if he expected me to just forgive him and his exact words where "no i just screw everything up" i was consittering texting him on new years and saying "hey i know we've had our differences but thets just start over... as friends" but i was thinking she was gona though away any hope for us to be together just cuz he didnt wanna talk to me i used to cut and havent in over a month and havent wanted to in over 2 weeks yesterday i was so mad and confused that i cut again i truly care for him. so my question is what should i do? should i text him on new years or be mad that he doesnt care?