What do I do when I know I've ruined my own life?
I trusted too many people and divulged too much personal information about myself to people I trusted. Now things about me, including one specific thing that occurred in my childhood past that I'm ashamed of, are out there among people. So I know that people no longer look at me the same and think of me the same and are even laughing at me. Some even want nothing to do with me anymore. I'm now realizing that my life will never be as good as it should've been. What do I do now?