got yelled at by my older guy friend cuz we went down the street yelling and hitting on pots. He was playing airsoft in his backyard and he lost focous and got shot. But he hugged me after and said i still luvs u though.
This year, tonight I came up to the cabin alone, I'm in a lot of pain because I'm going through heroin withdrawal, getting clean after relapse... My resolution, 6 days now and it's torture, last time it lasted months, but I mean I can't eat even because I just through it up, I can't sleep, I laid on the floor for about 5 hours watching the fan spin listening to music in deep thoughts about my crazy past... Anyways my ex, and a good friend who's been there for me came up off by random, came in and sat down next to me, hugged me and I started to cry.. Had a big heart to heart then just cuddled and watched Pearl Jam 20 and Hype!, I got my New Years kiss and he's asleep, I'm in his arms, and I honestly still love him... Interesting night. Though if you want crazy, last year I had a party up here, woke up with full body frost bite because I was dared to go on sled across the lake in a bikini. it was -45c