That's right, He never left you! If you accepted Him as your savior and you were saved, He never left you! You left Him! Whether you were saved or not, God loves you and all you have to do is pray and tell Him you were wrong and that you want Him to be a part of your life. We all get upset with God from time to time. Life is hard! God understands this, but He deserves our respect and our love. God bless you!