I cry every night. I need support and to talk to somebody Please if you have any answers comment. thankyou. I am always freaking out.
Okay. well I am 14, and im not pregnant or anything, three years ago I had to quit cheerleading and dance because it was closing down. ever since then I have been heart broken and refuse to play any sport except football with my brother and his friends. i have had them for two years now and i have them on my inner thighs and my breasts and a few on my hips. I have no idea what to do because I am 4'10 and weigh 120 and nobody knows I cry every night because i cant wear shorts that i want to wear the bikini that my parents buy for me.. Every summer when we fill the pool up I go out in pants and a large t shirt because im embarressed. and i know that many girls and guys get them but all my friends are skinny and im so scared. During summer I sit with pants on and watch everybody have fun.. I really need to talk to somebody about it because im tired of crying but im too afraid to tell my mom or my grandma.. they are the only ones who have been there for me since the start and i can trust. I just dont know what to do... please if you have any answers It will help..?(: